Doubts run around.

how many regrets do we have now? go to the top of the list and start the count down. i can see your innocent smile turning into a scowl. one by one we add the nights turning into an owl.

there’s not a single day that goes by where i don’t miss you. there’s not a single song which doesn’t remind me of you. there’s not a single thing in my bag that you haven’t touched. and for the autograph you gave on my textbook, i thank you very much.

clueless to how its going to be in the forthcoming year. even though we’re seperated i want us to be near. there’s a belief in my heart that my mind would not accept. its a myth I’m counting on that somewhere you regret.

if these knives could hurt more i would willingly open my skin. but there’s no space left on my body, only a void deep within. someone needs to teach me how do i come back to life. then the truth comes before me and i tell myself “its okay to walk lonely midnights.”

Ink split.

hey how are you?

long time no see

i see you’ve blocked my number

was it that big of a deal?

i go back and read our messages

your promises of ‘i wont leave’

i laugh at myself for believing

then cry myself to sleep.

i saw you walking the other day

lonely on a busy street

i must say you’ve changed yourself

maybe that’s why you don’t even want to meet.

you left something behind

the last time you were in my life

those memories of us together

are more painful than this knife.

can you please look at me?

may i hear your voice for the last time?

tell me why I can’t fix this

was falling for you that big of a crime?

Oblivion

Must you always be so oblivious that every action of mine goes unnoticed by your brown eyes? When the tears cascade down my cheeks I’m immobile, so I cry and cry and cry but there you are, going around flashing your million dollar smile. Now that I can’t have you I’ve already said my goodbye, don’t know how these days will go without you but I’ll have to try. Please can you stop your malicious activities I know it’s hard for both you and I, friendship’s difficult cause there’s no worth of me I’m sorry I don’t mean to pry, but you can give your monsters all to me I’ll make them vanish in front of your eye. I hope you know that Romeo and Juliet were never meant to be alas they had to die while Shakespeare teased us with his sympathy I’m sure he must be enjoying his apple pie. No love is not the end and movies are not always true to what they compile but angel you need to understand that this is how I choose to be stranded, unsure but at least alive.

Pretty Princess

Hey pretty princess, why do you cry?
For your love was never meant to be and so was the goodbye. Don’t try to match the symphony the strings are too fragile, that heart once filled with love weighs with tears no more docile. But don’t you dare shed any, keep up with your disguise. Don’t let them see the hurt building up your dirty vice.

Those beautiful brown crystals never caught you in their vision, that selenophibic bastard did not know what he was missin’. But have no fear princess the moon was never your ambition, stars shine way brighter and that should be your mission. If he misses the starlight then don’t accuse him or send him to prison, it was all your fault for burning too bright, now destroy your inhibition.

Hey pretty princess, don’t worry if he can’t see your soul waiting for him, battling those demons alone, what’s the point of having a knight who can’t even handle a stone? Yet you crave his touch even though the pain that comes with it feels like breaking a bone. Oh but wait when he decisively stole your heart your rib-cage broke, so this feeling is already well-known.

Although it was never meant to be yet your dignity was sold while his mouth recites the parady and the truth remained untold. Bliss it was once, the fantasy of him as he cafunès you in his dangerous hold, feeling like the most fortunate girl you wrote him an ode. Burst out of that bubble princess this shit is getting old! Look! He’s with another girl, much more beautiful and bold.

Oh pretty princess its okay you will, one day, find your Mr.Right.
Just don’t keep your hopes high, though I’d suggest candies are better than guys. Nothing lasts forever, your pain will diminish along with the criticise,
Next time, tell your heart to fall for someone real and not an imbecile.